warm my heart

two days ago, some love flew from australia all the way to my home!

thank you BFF. ((:

 

and this, a couple of minutes ago:

jkyh says:

tmr afternoon is for u

jkyh says:

but dun spend like a gazillion dollars

 

thank you jkyh, for all time ★

 

 

 

i wonder as we ponder

i’m amazed at Man’s ability of getting used to what is around them; and what is no longer around them.

or at the very least, i’m amazed at my own ability.

even so, i hope for things to change. i pray for things to go back to the way they used to be, i just don’t know how to get my way around them.

much love to yall.

thank you, you <3

and so the BIG-TWO-ONE is over.

thanks to many many many many people who came that day, or sent their well-wishes over sms-es, fb or across the oceans!

 

many many loves to:

JASONKHOR

BF, JINYONG, DANIELLE, CHABS

ade, welyon, stanley, ttp, shannon, jea, zhi, sheila, joyce, zhenwei, weixun

sheena, bingyao, marcusliew (zhilin, zhijun, van)

amelia, jasmine, weisheng, amelia’s bf adrian

anna, hongjing, jeanette, adrian, (valerie)

sining, yiyu, suxin, sizheng

carol, shufang, evan, gary, edwinho, khid, samantha

sherli, hanyun, yinglin, joel, jocelyn,shern, chongyeow (maurise, liping, chialing)

 

from the lands far far away:

amos&pamy, BFF

 

and YOU of cos, for sunday. ((: it was impromptu, but i  had fun. thank you for planning everything. ((: i look forward to many more days with you!

 

♥♥♥

birthday

for this year’s birthday, i didnt wanna put up a wishlist or what. but but, under the order of daniaos, i shall just put a list of the stuffs that i think i want off the top of my mind. (and also cos i scared jy really buys me a printer)

❤ CHANEL NECKLACE (the classic and basic one without the pearls and crystals thanks)
❤ TIFFANY&CO NECKLACE (the ‘Love Notes series, heart shaped one. the one with tiffany&co’s address)
❤ clothes clothes and MORE CLOTHES! (this season’s topshop is WHOA)
❤ DKNY Apple
❤ special gifts from special friends so the meaning is special (this sounds nonsensical but its true)

i seriously cant think of anything else eh! for the necklace, either the chanel one or tiffany&co one will do, but id prefer the chanel one yay! wahahhaha. ok shall post more specific stuff if i can think of any ((:

//EDIT:

eh if anybody is really really really gonna buy me my chanel necklace pls comment here anonymously (learnt that frm sheila) so that other people wont buy it for me ok. WAHAHAHA! this is my wishful thinking, thinking that someone super kind-hearted would really buy it for me. OHWELLS, i shall keep heart, and have faith. ((:

stormyyyy

i think i’ve finally found out who are those fair-weather friends, and who are the real STORMY WEATHER friends. its not like i need more storms in my life for them to brave with me, but my heart really warmed up knowing that there are these friends there WILLING to brave the storms with me. ((:

like what bf said, i guess i have grown alot through the many things that have happened in the past weeks. DISCERNMENT is very important- knowing who to trust, and how much you can trust him/her with. and these few weeks, i’ve heard so much about the worlds that i never knew existed in real life. eye-opening, seriously.

and with the BIG 21st coming closer and closer, i guess this newfound maturity is quite apt. i don’t know how much more shit will be thrown my way, but i think i have become stronger to handle them myself. ((:

honesty

i have stuff to tell you.

but i dont know how to say,
and WHEN to say. )):

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in your world,
how can things happen so fast, that i barely have time to react?

 

that’s why i hide, and just let me be.