i’ve come to realise that different people really do measure things with different scales. so what is considered much and even over-the-top for A, can be just the bare minimum for B. i feel sad for B, cos she can never get from A more than what he is willing to give, which is very minimal for A. sometimes, i think i’m a lot like B.
this is somewhat similar to having double standards. we hold different expectations for different people. but how do these different standards form? is it based on the amount of love for them, the length of knowing them, or simply, just plain biasedness? and it all sounds kinda familiar isn’t it?
2008’s christmas is coming. this year round, no hardcore partying- just chilling and relaxing. i guess i have not rested enough this holidays, and i can only blame myself for choosing to lose myself in intoxications. it’s too late to regret now, and the coming week spells work (promoting sake at isetan, lido) and more meetups and parties. i miss stressless meetups. thank god for meetups with people who matter and are dearly missed- anna, sining, BFF. i love you.
what a thoughtful christmas eve.
