melting rainbows

i’m feeling happy these days. ((:

and i got a pleasant surprise this morning! <3

instances

no matter what problems exist between us,
i still miss you.

i guess i have come to a conclusion on the issues that i have been trying to face for the past few weeks. i know i have said like a million times that i will learn to be wiser and settle down, but after last night’s almost 4 hr talk with cherlyn, i feel that i have finally woken up from this “drunken” state that i have been in since the end of exams. i’ve realised who is worth investing my time in. how much time have i wasted trying to make things go the other way round.
i don’t wish to lose grasp of something that i still have a hold on.

let me slowly react to all these ok?

ELEVATOR

wheeeee i’ve finally gotten a job! ((:
and i’m gonna work with pams and kris. who knows, when yu call McDelievery now, i may be the one answering yur call. WAHAHAHA. i give yu extra chilli sauce how’s that! gosh the weather freaking sucks these days and i wanna have a shirt that can stuff ice cubes in ok. -.-

gosh i’ve been so tired everyday and i think it’s the late nights la. ought to change this habit soon, but i’m not gonna give up my wednesday night rituals MUST-HAVES HEH!

ME HEARTS WED NIGHTS!

and i’ve been reading this book,i need new books to read, esp after i start working and waiting for people to call Macs. suggest me some nice books please?

an uber cute sms:

bah i think it’s the weather, i’m falling sick! shall pop a panadol and go to bed soon.

A, don’t leave me hanging halfway ok?
like an elevator, yu bring me up and down.

and my sun will set for you

sigh i feel so useless cos all my cs counterparts have a job or some internship alr but i’m still MISERABLY JOBLESS! )): worst of all, i don’t have the energy or sense of urgency to look for a job, JIALAT!

anyhoos,

clubbing with my dears last wed. disappointing cos majority of the clubbing gang wasnt there! i miss CHABS, MANDA, XUS, THAD, JAMES, AMOS AND JOYCE!!! this wed, let’s go in FULL GLORY shall we?

i LOVED the meetup with sining on thurs. ever since i came back from bangkok, i feel that there’s nth nice to buy in singapore, esp orchard. thats great i think ((: its really lovely and heartwarming that even though we have not seen each other for like almost a yr, we still think abt each other and are genuinely concerned abt our lives. wah we have been friends for almost 6 yrs already. i love yu ol’ friend!

dinner on the same day with marcusliew at shokudo. ran into joce there. gosh i miss her so so so much. almost teared when i saw her. meeting up with her next week yay!

saturday was sucha packed packed day! had carwash till abt 5 (i love chabs gao gao cos she picks me up and fetches me to my doorstep all the time), then met shern, shane and chias for dinner at marina square. ever since i left, this is the bunch of people whom i miss most. this people are like the little bits of sanity left in my mad mad life. shern, promise me yu’d stay happy and healthy ok?

clubbing with the hallies on sat night was beyond FUNNY, esp the two sisters, serena and sheena.

 

A, i’m not gonna get my hopes high this time.

wrong things

i think i have to put a stop to all the wrong things i do.
it has become a habit, and i don’t want it to turn into an addiction.
it scares me to think about what kind of person i would become.

and yes, its final. we have put an end to all those guessing. i hope we would both be happier letting things stay the way it is. please stop doing things that would make me misunderstand again. yu’re like this coin that keeps flipping, sometimes showing me the head, sometimes showing me tails. i’m very drained trying to decipher all yur hot-and-cold. let’s just stick to our decision and try to work things out ok?

 

and to yu No.2, maybe things would have worked out btwn us if we had no preconceived notions abt each other.

ping-pong show, bar girl show, xxxxing show

so here i am, back from BANGKOK!
the company, food and shopping has been great. i have bought like a total of almost 10 dresses, a few tops,  1 pair of shorts, 1 bag, 3 pairs of shoes and random hairbands and accessories. what is most surprising abt this trip is that we had ample sleep. me, BF, ahlong and cheryl chiong to bed latest by abt 1 every night, and only waking up at abt 10 the next morn to eat the free breakfast at the hotel the next morning. i think i can totally live in BKK. i love the food (bring on the fried oyster& egg “orh lua”, mango sticky rice, roadside fried pork strips and strawberry yoghurt drink please), the shopping and the music even (yes i have learnt to recognise some songs and can even sing along -.-)

DAY ONE

we took the 710 flight changi airport and only reached BKK at i-dont-know-what-time after an absolutely uncomfortable plane ride with almost zilch leg space and a seat that can barely incline 20 degress. so much for the first plane ride in my whole life! ohwells, but we gotta save money so no choice! and guess what, our first purchase the moment we touched down was VODKA PEACH. hohoho, yes we heart alcohol THIS MUCH right manda? ((: lunch was settled at platinum shopping centre food court and frm there, we embarked on our journey to bankrupcy. BANKRUPT IN BANGKOK, YAY! i cannot rmb how much things i bought on the first day seriously, but i had one bad buy. )): and wheee i ran into amelia and alvin at Platinum, and she was telling me about how she tagged here that morning saying that she hoped to run into me in BKK. how nice! ((:  the gang had dinner at A&W but it was disappointing cos the chicken wasnt that delicious, thank god for the root beer float.

DAY TWO

the first half of the day was spent conquering Platinum AGAIN. by the end of the trip, we concluded that it was THE place where most of us spent our $$$, and especially for me i think. -.- thank god ahlong bought a huge deuter backpack so me, BF and chabs could dump our shopping into his bag for him to carry for us! THANKS LONG YU’RE A LIFESAVER! and guess what, everyday without fail, we manage to fill that big backpack up to the brim, and somedays having to squeeze the stuff like siao even. see how scary we are? dinner with the gang at this chinese restaurant at chinatown was nice. me hearts the sweeeeeet birdnest drink, fried rice and sambal kangkong manys. and we found out bear loves to eat spring onions raw. (as in, the whole stalk of it) Suan Lum night market was disappointing with overpriced clothes and unfriendly shopkeepers. )):

DAY THREE

we rose like super late, almost missing the free hotel breakfast buffet. and BF just loves to catch all my gluttony moments stuffing my face with food. GRRRRRRR (i make mince meat out of yu!) we chionged too chatuchak weekend market right after. and contrary to popular claims that chatuchak is the best place for cheap buys, we didnt manage to buy loadsa stuff there. it was so damn hot i couldnt stop pespiring seriously. i felt rather uneasy there cos the streets had so many beggars who were in very bad state, either limbless or disfigured. it makes me even sadder when BF said that most of them are working for syndicates and whatever the people donate to them would be handed over to the bad people (yes i have to use this term for the lack of a better word). sigh it made me realise the extent of wealth disparity in a big city like Bangkok, and how helpless the poor people are. we spent the afternoon at Mahboonkrong shopping centre, shopping at eating ice cream at Duskin’ Robbins. dinner was settled by having KFC and pizza takeaway in our hotel room. poor BF and ahlong had smelly salmon pizza wahahahas. the clubbing scene in BKK is AMAZING. there was like this whole stretch of clubs and the music was SOOOOOOOO good. one of the clubs we went had like 4 DJs in a row and manda loves one of them so much she wants to bring him back to zouk. WAHAHAHAS.

DAY FOUR

our last day in BKK! morning and noon was spent at Pratunam market that’s quite near to Centrepoint Hotel that we are staying in. once again, it was uber hot and humid! )): foot massage at one of the spa houses was excellent la, and only at 139baht/hr! from there, we separated ways: BF and ahlong went off to the airport to embark on their journey back home and james, chabs and i went back to MBK shopping centre so that i could get my eyelash extensions done, chabs’ nails painted and bear could do his last minute shopping. eyelash extension was kinda uncomfortable but i gotta admit that it looks great and has opened up my eyes like quite alot. ((: our dinner at Somboon seafood restauran is BEYOND AWESOMENESS. we ate like so damn alot, the food was sooooooo good, and we only spent about 350baht each (about 17SGD). the black pepper crabs and “orh lua”   was THE BOMB!!

DAY FIVE

breakfast early in the morning at the BKK airport and off we go back to singapore!

all in all, I LOVED MY STAY IN BANGKOK!
thanks to the lovely company of BF, CHABS, JINYONG, JAMES, JAC, DANIELLE, AMANDA and of cos, WENXU who settled the booking of the plane and hotel for us!
go see my facebook for more photos!

xoxo, rui <3

we fly

in 8 hours time, i’d already be on the plane to BANGKOK! ((:

seniors camp has finally come to an end. the past 3 days have been so tiring and i have totally lost my voice. i’m so worried people will mistake me for a tranny on the streets of bangkok la.

and i wanna email pasta and bao soon, cos i couldnt even send them off at the airport or sms them cos i have been too preoccupied with seniors camp! )):

 

numero uno

wheeeee i came here cos my LJ acct was getting overloaded.

wahahahas shall recount my past week and more in photos:

we swear not to club on the eve of a public holiday again. seriously, the phuture queue was like uber looooooong, and we couldnt even squeeze into zouk at all la. so in the end, we had to scoot over to MOS which we swore off never to go since the other time. BAD MUSIC, BAD CROWD AND BAD NIGHT. )):

meeting up for dinner and chilling out with cherlyn was NICE AND WARM. ((: i love her loadsss and let’s meet up again soonish after i come back from thailand ok?

kboxing and lunching with my carbos was ((((((((((((: i miss them so so so so much la. pasta and bao going work& travel for the whole 3 months! and i can’t even send them off cos i’d be in seniors camp. )):

dear daniao’s birthday celebration at night safari!

ok this blog post is sooooooooo, no-susbtance. shall blog more after my 3 days of seniors camp and 4 days in BKK. wooooooots my first time taking a plane in my entire life! cannot wait wheeeeeeeee!