RINGG RINGGG RINGGGGG

a HUGEEEEEEEE note to self:

stop being so fickle-minded, stupid and greedy!

stop being disillusioned by all those success stories you hear. they are not the norm, they are the EXCEPTIONS. stop thinking that what has happened to them can happen to you too. it’s been 3 years and more you should have understood the rules of the game pretty well by now! don’t play anymore if you cannot handle it!

stop watching idol drama series like BOYS OVER FLOWERS because they just make you more disillusioned. nobody can do all that in real life, hello! there is no Gu Jun Pyo, and you are not Geum Jan Di so,  TIME TO WAKE UP LIAOOOOO!

happy twentysecond, BFF!

this is for my ever dearest BFF, and i hope you had a lovely twentysecond birthday ((:

thank you for being my confidante, my penpal, and most importantly, my BFF. knowing that you’re thinking of me miles away from home warms my heart, especially in times when i’m down and out. i love you dearly, come home soon! nevertheless, hope you had a great birthday. you’re muchly treasured in my heart. ((:

love you always!

banana pancakes

♥♥♥

 

You hardly even notice, when I try to show you
this song is meant to keep ya, from doing what you’re supposed to
like waking up too early, maybe we can sleep in
I’ll make you banana pancakes, pretend like it’s the weekend now

 

And we can pretend it all the time, yeah
Can’t you see that it’s just raining, there ain’t no need to go outside

 

x

“forever and a day”

it feels soooooooooo gooooooood to stay at home alone and watch movies the whole day, especially good ones. i watched 2 movies in a row today:

Breakfast at Tiffany’s

i want to be at that party, i want to prance around in her clothes, and i want to love in the rain.

 

Vicky Christina Barcelona

love can be really controversial.

 

and to you, i say: “forever and a day.”

faces

What have I become? My sweetest friend
Everyone I know, Goes away in the end
You could have it all, My empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt

 

xx

tomorrow i’ll miss you.

NO MOREEEEEEE

i think,

i don’t like my cookies with butter anymore! )):

dope for the hearties

the perfect dope for me:

1. movies (i love you, man totally rocked. tranformers was coo but a tad too long)
2. dancing-lancing (my hands, my hands, m-m-m-my hands!)
3. vodka apple juice
4. popcorn, nuggets and hotdog bun

5. LOVELY FRIENDS! ((:

 

and how did we drift apart with none of us realising that it is happening?

The Dream

i didn’t want to wake up wthis morning, cos i was having the absolutely sweetest dream ever. everything played out so nicely and i had half the mind to just blog about it before i forget every detail and be late for work. in the end, i didn’t. so now, i have forgotten much of the details. i think what i really want and wish for has been translated into ‘The Dream”. i remember how we met and how you first brought me home, to a home like those in HK drama-mama serials where everyone in the family will fight for the inheritance or some heirloom. i could feel your aunty’s jealousy from the backseat of the car, the warmth of your arms and embrace, and the way you drive the car. and the final scene was us entering your company with your secretary tailing behind and when we reached the lobby, your father shouted from the second floor that today’s stocks are ‘in the red’.

i really don’t know why but everything felt so real and events just kept unfolding like episodes of a drama series, one event leading to another. this feeling is magical. i cannot recall who are you, but, i recognise something familiar about you, but it was not strong enough for me to pinpoint a person now. i think it’s your scent (yes i can even “smell” in my dream), but then again, i’m not too sure.

i just wanna hop into bed now and let the drama continue unfolding.

 

goodnight, sweet dreams ((:

see you in 4 years

i never knew  i would fall so deep.

i never thought it would be this hard.

so now, i have become your memory. take care, my love.

awwwww BFF!

vanessaurus roars. mychildhoodhero. says (3:36 PM):
i go write you letter then send first
vanessaurus roars. mychildhoodhero. says (3:36 PM):
when reach melb buy sth then send you again
vanessaurus roars. mychildhoodhero. says (3:36 PM):
<3
vanessaurus roars. mychildhoodhero. says (3:36 PM):
byebye love you many!